What makes me happy

Today i realized that what truely defines me as a person is to help people and friends for the only benefit of making me feel good. 

Acknowledging that there will be a party in the forest this friday what truely excites me is to relax and see my friends take a break from their hectic lives.

Maybe i must consider that inorder to help myself is through imposibg myself in the lives of people close to me rather than following a stict passion which im not saying i will give up on, just try to involve myself more in matters outsideu own if my priorities allow it.

This might just turn out to a cut back friday.